Dartmouth Supplement (2018 Best College Essays)
- Claire Callahan
- Jun 17, 2020
- 2 min read
Prompt: Twenty years ago, the world met Harry Potter and his companions. One of the more memorable lines from the J.K. Rowling series was spoken by Albus Dumbledore: “Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.” What ideas or experiences bring you joy?
I’m told that my three-year-old self regaled the public with tales of toddler adventure, but had the charming tendency to discard a syllable from every word, so that the victim was presented with a social butterfly speaking gobbledegook. In 11th grade, many years and one speech therapist later, talking was still my favorite pastime. I had just leaned back in my chair after commenting in our first English discussion when my unsmiling, Doc Marten-wearing, makes-you-pee-your-pants teacher turned her basilisk eyes to me and prompted, “Okay, why?” Shit. Countless uncomfortable discussions later, my mind had grown quicker, and I learned to challenge my own ideas before Ms. McGlynn could. Peasants worked together against this evil queen: one idea would float into the air, half-baked and whispery, and it would be pummeled and poked with McGlynn’s fiery inquisitions until it either blew into the wind or rolled in a circle from brain to brain, picking up new fuzzy thoughts, counter-arguments and counter-counter-arguments until it was a giant, colorful sphere, powerful and multidimensional and complete. I had been trained to form words correctly, but I had never learned how to speak until my usual language was insufficient, and I had to dig all the way down, past mud and clay, to find sweet groundwater that expressed the nameless shapes in my mind. These days, a long traffic light will lead me to ponder human discomfort with stagnancy, and I yearn to transport myself to that classroom and trade words until they collide to form something joyously full. Although a seat at a round discussion table is my favorite place to be, I won’t always have that. I will, however, always have the voice in my head (an intimidating but beloved mixture of McGlynn’s and my own), asking every passing thought, “Okay, why?”

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